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I hate you – I love you
By Hussain Andaryas | March 29, 2007
On an average I get at least 10 hate emails from Muslims daily. Some wants to cut me into pieces, some just use the worst kind of language you possibly could imagine and some write a second time with a lower tone in response to my email. Most emails are responded by our wonderful team in Holland but there are those I have to respond sometime.
Take for example this one:
**** you kafir. You low life son of a *****. how dare you leave the noble and peaceful religion of Islam and give your *** up for $$$. Don’t you realize *********** that Islam is the only true religion? Stop the *******. Islam means peace and you lost that you *******. Email me so that I can teach you some lesson. …
Ok, I went too far to post here one of the probably worst and childish emails that surely some Muslims may not approve but let us look into that later. I really had to pray a lot before answering the above email. So finally I remembered my Lord on the cross calling; “Father forgive them for the they know not what they do.” And I also was confronted by the Holy Spirit through the pen of Paul: “For I testify about them that they have a zeal for God, but not in accordance with knowledge.” Romans 10:2. So, I decided to prayerfully respond:
Dear brother ….(I don’t want to add his name here),
Thank you so much for your email. I totally can understand your frustration. In the bible we call this “sin.” It is a sickness that All human beings have as a heritage from our father Mr. Adam whose address used to be a beautiful garden called Eden. Now because of that the bible in Romans chapter 3 verse 23 says: “All have sinned and come short of the glory of God.”
Our Lord Jesus Christ describes this in the following three verses of Mark’s gospel (injil-e-Marqos) like this:
“For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed the evil thoughts, fornications, thefts, murders, adulteries, deeds of coveting and wickedness, as well as deceit, sensuality, envy, slander, pride and foolishness. “All these evil things proceed from within and defile the man.” Mark 7: 21-23
But don’t worry my dear friend, There is a Way and a Cure for this sickness. Trust me, I am Cured myself. Though I did not use the kind of language you are using but I did have an equal measure of hatred filled in my heart toward, Pashtoons, Tajiks, Hindus, Jews, Christians and a lot more. But as you can make out from my writings and my testimony, “I am a changed man!” I was cured on the 14th of October 1990 when I heard the Injil (Good News) of Jesus Christ. I realized that I can never beat hate with hate. Here are the two bible verses or should I call pills that Cured me once in for ever:
Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12:21)
He who does not love does not know God, for God is love. (1 John 4:8)
My dear friend, I can understand you, because I have been there. It is a hard life of hatered. Trust me, the night I decided to follow Jesus Christ as the Lord of my life, He changed my history, He changed my heart, He changed the tone of my language, He changed my everything 180 degree. I am not a doctor but I have experienced the touch of the Master’s hand. And this this same Master who is calling you today:
Come unto me all who are weary and burdened, I shall give you rest (Matt: 11:28).
I strongly recommend Him to you. He really does a good job and I think He is the Only solution because His Book of Health also says:“And there is salvation (Cure from sin) in no one else; for there is no other name under heaven that has been given among men by which we must be saved.” Acts 4:12.
My dear friend, I advise you to read this wonderful Health Book called Injil. It has the complete Cure for you and by the way, since I know the Author personally, I will do a sefarish for you. Because He is a Faithful Friend of mine. He always tells me; ‘Give Me a call and I will answer you, and I will tell you great and mighty things, which you do not know.’ Jeremiah 33:3.
So you see, I have prepared a sifarish. All you have to do is just go to Him. Although He knows everything ahead of time but you are most welcome to say; this guy Andaryas sent me to You 
. Trust me, even if you go without my sifarish, He is full of grace and kindness to take your own words for it. May God bless you and may you be healed totally as I have been healed by Him.Know that I love you and pray for you.
Hussain Andaryas.
I am actually still waiting for his email. I don’t know if he will write or not but I pray that this post today will touch the hearts of many Muslim to come to know the Lord Jesus Christ. As they cry out in the Qur’an “Ehde na sirat-al-mustaqim,” Jesus Christ is already calling them and saying: “I Am the Way and the Truth and the Life, no one can come the the Father but by Me.” John 14:6
Topics: Faith | 17 Comments »
April 26th, 2007 at 3:48 am
Dear brother Hussain
great to read your web log. Your remarks are even more appealing as we have seen the terrible murder on three Christians in Turkey last week. We indeed need only to show Christs Love in a world full of hatred, because that is exactely what He did.
Concerning the scripture reference, you mentioned injile Luqa but you meant Marqos. And the year you came to Christ must have been 1989, right?
God bless this wonderful insight in your heart through the web log
God bless
Rien
April 26th, 2007 at 3:05 pm
Thank you dear brother Rien. Thank you specially for pointing out to the bible reference. I noticed that in English I have given correct but in Dari a wrong one.
No, the year I came to know our dear Lord was “October 14th 1990″ I was baptized on the 18th of November 1990.
I heard and I shared about our dear brothers in Turkey and yes you are so true.
God bless you and your wonderful work.
Hussain
May 24th, 2007 at 3:45 pm
I’m Danny.
Just a 20 years old boy.
Thanks god!
You have done a great job.
I will pray for you too.
God bless you!
June 27th, 2007 at 10:47 pm
It was a blessing reading the post. God bless you abundantly and use you mightly for His glory.
Praying for you
July 1st, 2007 at 11:36 am
Dear hussain andress
please contact me in the eamil privided as soon as possible
thanks
November 9th, 2007 at 8:43 am
amal hijazi…
Man i just love your blog, keep the cool posts comin…..
September 2nd, 2008 at 2:15 am
Dear Brother Hussain,
Greetings in the peerless name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. How are you?
We are in the process of setting up a website called ‘the promise of heaven.com’ in the local language of the Muslim country in which we live and minister. Would it be possible to use your testimony on this new site? The third-person account of it which we’ve read on your website is fine. It glorifies our Lord – and that is our aim.
Our hearts are with you…
In Christian Bonds,
OneGratefulGuy [name withheld for security reasons]
April 16th, 2009 at 11:01 am
Hi,
I think you are just running away from your past. You hated different race…and you felt frustrated but by masking your self with religion, you some how feel better. I respect your decision but I don’t agree with what you are trying to do. Stop putting your ancestor’s religion down… you may think you are right for converting while other may think that the religion they were born in is the right one. It is not for you to judge..
May 6th, 2009 at 12:33 am
You Bloody ******* Andryas: I want to give you and idea please kindly change your name to some your religious name because the name which you have it is the name of our beloved and respected Imam Hussain (AHS). SO KIndly changed it otherwise you you will face trouble so don’t let the trouble to reach your home and your family and friends.
It is your choice Mr. Anderyas
(لعنه الله علی المشرکین و المنافقین)
June 25th, 2009 at 3:02 pm
Do you have English translations for your songs?
July 1st, 2009 at 8:48 pm
Thank you for inquiring but I do not have the translations of my songs into English.
July 16th, 2009 at 3:27 pm
hi am an afghan hindu. its interesting to hear about afghan christian. may god protect minrities in afghanistan
its very bad situation for hindus and sikhs in current afghanistan please also visit the site:
http://www.afghanhindu.info
what is the situation about christians there??
July 22nd, 2009 at 12:58 pm
nice site
i am an afghan hindus. do you know that before warthre were large numbers of hindus in aghan citys
October 12th, 2009 at 11:47 am
Assaamu Alaykum
Andryas .. I cannot call u Husayn as I know that such a paak Name cannot be given to you .. !
The Bible whom you revere now is not the Injeel Shareef given by Allah Azzawajal to Hazrat ‘Eesa ‘Alayhi Salaam .. It has been so single-handedly changed by Paul ( St. Paul for u) that nothing matches .. We beleive that That Injeel Shareef did contain Texts which highlighted “The Coming of and The Greatness of Huzoor Sallallahu ‘Alayhe Wasallam ” ..
Do not blame Muslims for Cursing you .. Ahh Really ..! Sp [pathetic When Someone Leaves ” Siraat al-Mustaqeem ” and goes astray .. What finer example than you ..
And yeah this is a Hate and Curse Message but something to say to u at last .. Go through the message! But i do not need your replies ..
A final Dua’ for you ..
May Allah ‘Azzawajal Give You Hidaayah and Open your Eyes .. Aameen ..
January 4th, 2010 at 1:22 am
I have read both the Bible and the Koran to see what was right. I asked God to show me the truth. I realized that the first 4 books of the New Testament of the Bible and the books of Peter, James, John’s 3 letters and Revelation were written by eye witnesses, or people who were very close to eye witnesses, and not changed by anyone. Then I asked myself, “If someone who was an eye witness of something important told me about what happened, then someone who came 600 years later and got the story mixed up told me about the important event, who would I believe?” Then I saw how the Koran says Jesus was never crucified, when he himself told his disciples he had to be crucified, even when they didn’t believe it would happen. Also Jesus himself said He was the Son of God. it seemed to me the Koran was calling Jesus a liar. Another thing, the angel Gabriel also told Miriam that Jesus would be the Son of God, but the Koran says He wasn’t, so the Koran is calling the angel Gabriel a liar too. Then Allah said from Heaven, “This is my beloved son. Listen to him.” This was recorded by 2 eye witnesses. So the Koran is calling Allah Himself a liar as well. Then I look at what the Christians have done out of love in the world and how they love their enemies, then look at the hate and violence of Muslims all over the world. It seemed pretty clear to me that Jesus is the one to follow!
January 13th, 2010 at 8:11 am
Hello Hussain,
your testimony is amazing and reveals the Love of Christ, our Lord and God!
Be encouraged to continue to obey the Holy Spirit!
your brother in Christ
Mike
June 1st, 2010 at 6:45 am
Mr. Andaryas:
First of all I have a request from you to please remove the holy name of Hussain from your bloody name!!! Shame on you bloody bustard!!!
You sold your Faith because of some money $$$ and being in USA you KAAFER!!! We Muslim do respect Hazrat-e-Isaa!!! No Muslim is a Muslim until he does not know and accept Hazrat-e-Isaa!!! And you know that why Hazrat-e-Isaa is alive till now becuase he will come to this world at time of Qiamat and tell you all bloody people that when I said that I am god or son of God and worship me??? Then you people will be fucked!!!!!
Hazrat-e-Isaa himself is a Muslim and he is the Omat of Hazrat-e-Muhammad Mustafa (SWA) and try to watch Peach TV the programs of Respected Dr. Zakir Naik that how he is Differentiating the Holy Islam and Christianity !!! The people like you are always like this (Weak Faith) how you left Islam because of some money$$$???
You have a very dirty mind and do not try to call any Muslim to accept Christianity because everybody knows that the last book of ALLAH is Holy Quran and Prophet Muhammad Mustafa (SWA) is our first and last messenger sent by ALLAH for the entire world either you accept or not but this is the truth!!!
If you have dare for discussion so go to INDIA and differentiate the ISLAM and Christianity with Mr. Naik and he will show you the way!!! Mr. Andaryas this is my free advice for you WALLAH it will help you in life. And if you proof that Hazrat-e-Isaa himself said in the Bible that I AM GOD OR SON OF GOD worship me then I WILL COME AND ACCEPT THE CHRSTIANITY!!! This is my promise to you but I am sure that you can never proof this because you’re a KHENZEER and will never understand the holy ISLAM meaning!!! Then finally I have to cut your head!!!
I have seen a website your bloody name was there as well as a person by the name of Noor-u-llah Logari please tell him that change your name from ALLAH and NOOR you KAAFER because of some money you people sold your faith!!! Now I am sure that because of some money you people will do business on your wife and daughters!!! SHAM ON ALL OF YOU!!!
( لعنت الله بر شما خنزیر ها و کافر ها).
Believe me when I saw the website it really hurt me as I was not expecting such act from an Afghans!!!
Still you people have to think about your past please stand up in front of the mirror and look at yourself trust me you will be shamed!!!
(لعنت الله بر شما مشرکین و منافقین)
لا اله الا الله محـــــــــــــــــــــــمد رسول الله
(نیست هیچ معبود جز الله و حضرت محمد (ص) رسول الله)